Changing The Settings

So once upon a time, wrote a post about a seemingly obvious really good first acquaintance, so kind of a once in a lifetime, took my stubborn disbelief to a test, as disapointments also left some barriers put in place, and underlined a set of feelings and separated two plans from each other the personal and the professional one as tight as I could and that was a constant challenge as both were so important.

Honestly my expectations were exceeded back then, as went there with an open mind and really got a kick from that even if it meant pushing down the brakes on some demands, so really thankful for that even if things did not get anywhere, for what was then it was a sound and safe place to revisit, as demanding as distamces can be, so with all the strength that resides will say that hardly someone can come close to that and that has not change in the past years, with some obvious exceptions.

Back then could not comprise or dwell too much on that, as things kept showing up and had to be addressed and duty comes first.When someone betrays your trust, it is hard to regain it, almost impossible.That does not mean you should stop trying, even if it means rehashing and reveal some parts of you that may not be so smooth, maybe that is exactly what makes a perspective complete and authentic against a perfect pitch that usually does not exist.

Really know that some things are not meant to last, nor they can be recreated as to resemble the original, and wish the best of luck for those who believe they can achieve that, as do not look for any cheap replacements, there is a point in that too, as they fail to meet basic principles and that is something that is not up for negotiation.Wish that some people get that a decline stays that way for the very first reasons put in place the first time if that has not changed, nor the outcome will.

So wish you all the most pleasant of evenings, a true story, a balanced approach to life, a loving partner close to you, some good music, some friends, and some inspired choices, and the resolution to achieve what you think may be best for you, and no one should argue with that even if does not fit the parameters set, it will only fit yours and that is what matters.

Time after time

Fingertips lay low on the sunstroke rhythm

As they play a continuos sound of a lost anthem

Not seeing the easyness we use to decipher our words

Nor the waves we unleash to be seen

As the haven felt for them

washes up on some distant shore

Kneeling before a perfect setting.

Silence cuts through the echo

Not releasing its final grip

Slowly clinging into a glarring

The eye of the dragon sleeps tonight

As it was silenced by the focus

The inner turmoil causing imbalance and

The day butterflies flew again,

As fragile as a whisper unfolding close to a lover’s ear

As faint as a glarring stare in someone else’ eyes

As honest as a kiss by a lover’s temple,

That is all there is, there was and all that is left.

Written for all those creative Mondays. ruby Tuesdays, elegant Wednesdays, lavishing Thursdays, groovy Fridays, inspiring Saturdays and complete Sundays.

Trespassing through life

A large part of my uni days have been spent well studying, it seems nowadays that is a fault rather than a quality, guess could have been worse, sure could have been better, still do appreciate what they have taught and what they have not.

Could say that it is the only experience that shaped my forthcoming days, but that would be inaccurate and limitative.So to project a personal hardly obejctive way of seeing things and passing it as the sole reference, would be a mistake that may lead to polarization and misgvings, not saying it erases any trace of authenticity, and that can benefit only one party, so it’s biased and detrimental.

Not a perfect being, made blunders and as time passes by, sure that others may follow, but that is part of learning, and most of life we must be open to learn new things and adapt, some of which are easier to comprise and master, others may require a tougher time, more complex knowledge and difficult to comprehend at a glance.

So wishing you all a lovely and quiet evening, close to whomever you choose, far from prying eyes and pointless questions and behaviours, hope you do manage to find time to pursue happiness as fragile as it my seem or unimportant to some, or a trick of the trade, or a variant from a predeternined script, as some chapters are still unwritten and they should be left so to unfold and grow in their own chosen period.